Its been almost a year since I'd last came back to Singapore. Although I've quickly gotten a good job, started working and getting busy, I feel that I can hardly adjust at all.
Everyone that I've known from before, now have their lives to lead, their roles to play. I suddenly feel quite displaced in this little city called home.
Like a fish out of water, I'm flapping to survive.
Sometimes, I wonder if its the place that has changed, or is it the state of the heart?
Its been almost three years since I've left for my studies. Three years for a change of priorites, principles and way of life.
Change is a neutral thing.
In fact, especially in Singapore, the only thing that is constant is change.
So, its ok to change. I understand, its a natural process.
Maybe I will grief for the what-might-have-beens, the what-had-beens... But I'll adjust, don't worry about that.
Just The Girl @
Friday, December 07, 2007
